Less than a week ago, I returned home from my semester in Copenhagen. Between saying emotional goodbyes and getting over the usual jet lag, I finally feel ready to begin my last blog post and reflect on the incredible adventures I’ve had over the past year.
Everyone had told me that studying abroad would change my life. That it would be among the best experiences of my life. I can’t say that I didn’t believe all those people, but I definitely had absolutely no idea just how right they would be. Now looking back at the roller coaster that was the past academic year of 2017-2018, I can say without a doubt that I am no longer the person I was before this journey. After spending 3.5 months in Tanzania and 4 months in Denmark, I have a whole new outlook on life as well as some truly incredible friends across the globe. So where do I go from here?
That question of ‘Now what?’ has been rattling around in my head for the past week. I’ve taken notes on baboons with syphilis, took selfies with elephants, eaten crepes under the Eiffel Tower and mastered biking in Copenhagen; it’s been a year packed with new adventures around every turn! So now coming home and knowing that I don’t have those same types of experiences awaiting me this summer or next semester definitely feels weird. While part of me is certainly happy to slow down my pace and have a chance to reflect and enjoy familiar surroundings, I also already miss the excitement and change that came with living abroad. I know it’s just a matter of time before I’ll be back, Denmark or Tanzania- definitely, or maybe even somewhere new!
However as I still have my senior year at Dickinson College to finish first, those plans have to wait. For now, I can only reflect on the lessons I have learned during this past year, the most significant of which being the importance of leaving your comfort zone. Those who know me well, know that until you get to really know me, I tend to be an introverted, quiet person who doesn’t often like to make huge life changes. While I am always down to try something new, I usually like to keep things small and simple- two words that are certainly at odds with living in not one, but two different countries other than the US during the past year. These experiences have been a huge step outside of my comfort zone and have forced me to adapt and become increasingly independent. I now know that I can thrive in a developing nation and that deciphering a foreign transit system is no big deal. That lizards living in the bathroom are not the end of the world (but actually kinda cool) and neither is biking daily in the rain. I took a leap of faith when I decided to spend my junior year abroad and believed that this would be a life-changing adventure and I don’t regret a single second of it.
This is not to say that this past year has been easy. It’s been a roller coaster of emotion with frequent high and lows. For every incredible experience I’ve had, there have also been times of extreme loneliness when all I wanted was to be home. Worst of all has been the number of friends who have passed away this year, many of whose memorials I have been unable to attend. My heart grieves for my friends and communities who have felt these losses too. Yet despite the tragedy and challenges, I have become a strong person, more equipped to deal with the obstacles life throws at me.
In hindsight, the best advice I can give any of you is to travel. Experiencing new cultures, trying new food, making new friends- in my opinion, this is the best way to push yourself outside of your comfort zone as you never can anticipate what’s in store. The world is an adventure just waiting for you.
For those of you who have stuck with my blog to the end, thank you! Writing has been such a fantastic outlet for me this past semester, allowing me to share and reflect upon my experiences in both Tanzania and Denmark. I hope you have enjoyed reading my ramblings!
To all my abroad friends: You are all the most wonderful people and I am so blessed that I had the opportunity to get to know you all. All my SFS classmates, I miss you guys so much and hope we can have some sort of reunion this summer! All my Copenhagen friends, thank you so much for letting my play ultimate with you all (since let’s be real, that’s where I made pretty much all of my friends) and making me feel like a real part of the team, I already miss you guys! All y’all better keep in touch!!
I’ll finally finish this off in the best way I know how- please enjoy some of my favorite pictures from my absolutely incredible adventures this past year 🙂